The Roller Coaster

Last night was pretty rough. Jeff and I are both feeling so discouraged as we watch his leave time with Lilia slip away. Every time there's a "good sign" we get our hopes up, and as the hours tick away without any active labor we come back to reality. It honestly feels like the baby will never come. Well, maybe it just feels like the baby will come the day before Jeff has to be back at work. That would be so very sad for us, especially for him.

Last night we just begged God together to bring Lilia into the world today. I guess there's no harm in asking. If you think of it, please pray with us that Lilia comes very soon so she can spend some time with her daddy.